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Saturday, December 24, 2011

heart pain......


makin lme on9 makin sakit ati jadiknye...sini sana SPC...boooooooooo..bosan gle..macam haram..bak kte gandi ble dengar camni rse cam dhh GELAP masa depan...OH NOOOOO...tanak lhh macam ni..the're make me down day by day..tau x...kadang2 mcm x ske pon ad kat org yg ske pos sal SPC..kt FIVERS SALAKIAN..ALL MRSM FORM 4...MRSM SEMALASIA..status sndiri pon nak...hey please..huh...jangan nak bangge sangat la..oppppppss..asal kau nak bagi tau semalasia...gila ka= =marah ni...kau pon lbih kurang ak gak kat skolhh dulu tp KENAPA...memang la ak x apply...eeeiiiiiii...tp x tau lhh macam ni jadiknye...rse macam dhh x dak harapan..am i right...gugugugugugugugu...seriously ak mnyesal gle x apply spc..nak tulis post ni pon ketaq lidah...huhuhu.sediiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhh....

mesti dyeorg best gle an dhh jadik student u........tp x kesah lhh kakak ak pon x dapat spx tp skarang kat um gak...hopefully my spm result ok...kalo x macam kabor dhh mse pn..ooooohh im so scared to faced this REALITY...brape bln lagik nak mngadap RESULT....huhuhu...macam nak dmm..hha....hha kpd yg dapat SPCtu result mstilhh gempaknye...nanti UPU pon carik depa...ak ni just saki baki khh??????????????????this what i think..tp lagi sedih kalau budak klas a yg x apply.. ummmm lagilhh kawan dhh fly kemana kte stiill waitin for UPU..kn3..at least klas ak no one apply for it..kn3....x d lhh TERKILAN sangat..btol x..gle x TERKILAN....hha...

ummmm...after this my freind wll become ENGGENIER...DOCTOR...mcm2 lhh...what about me?????what i goin to be....ummm...ikotkn cite2 tinngi tp x taulhh..eyyh jangan putus harapan...there stil SPM...tp ati ak x sedap ar dngan SPM..ADDMATH...BIO...ak dhh lhh x pandai...semua A-pon x kesah asalkn kat slip nampak smua A,.......alhamdullilah lhh.....muka ku nampak besahaja tapi otak dok peker what's goonna to be to me????????????????????????????that question always spinnin in my head...its gonna stop...im so scared to hadapai my FUTURE...HOW I GONNA FACE MY NEIGBOURS..PARENTS...ALSO MY ADIK BERADIK...oh god..so hard...hopefully they not put so much harapan on me...huh...tp kalo truk msti lhh ad yg cakap sekolah mrsm tp haram resultnye...GAMPANG NYE SUARA....takotnye..macm nak tekencing

dhh panjang lebor ak kasi ucapan..boleh buat essay dhh..lastly i goonay pRAY to god
'YA ALLAH PLESE HELP ME..GIVE ME THE MIRACLE THAT I'LL SUCCESS IN SPM AND IN MY LIFE PLEASE GIVE ME A GOOD RESULT AND WILL CONTINUE MY STUDIES AT UNIVERSITIES.LASTLY PLEASE MAKE MY DREAMT COME TRUE..'menghembus nafas..

lastly i gonna says gudbye to all my freinds...trust me..kte still ad peluang...so who read this entry shout this words loudly 'WE CAN' HHA...UMMM walk away with great smile and a new semangat k.....actually time tulis entry ni nga on9..asal ad notify msti azren cakap sal SPC..jom shout...'STOPPPIITTT AZREN' pegilhh upm to cepat......x payah dhh on9...huh=) jangan marah!!!<3

2 comments:

Hafiz Saadon said...

Dont worry too much pasal spc tu. bnyk lagi peluang lain yg best2. haha.

sappy stop....go!! said...

OOO..SERIOUSLY...P SEDIH DOE...